Oye, some things in life just suck ass, and some times you HAVE to just say Fuck It!!!! On the same note , there are times when you do have to Just Do It! One thing i know is if you do say Fuck It to one thing...you have to Just Do It elsewhere....
Yesterday i started out great, i did all my workout.... i kept myself in order all day... i made an amazing diiner that everyone loved, that was 75% veggies..... in the evening we headed to alliston to dance class... Now,i did ignore the little basterd on my shoulder who kept whispering all sorts of terrrrrrible things...i took cadie to get her snack ( a very very delicious looking donut...) and Didnt get myself one...but i absolutely could NOT ignore the damn KitKat bar in the console of the car....i HAD to eat it, maybe i neeeded the sugar, maybe its like crack.... i really really needed those few pieces ofchocolate!!!! i felt better afterwards....
Today i had a very slow start...and i had some tostitos and salsa and low fat sour cream.... i had some pasta with dinner... and a few more mouthfuls after dinner...ugh...then i MADE myself go and do my list of exercise, and then take my moms dog for a walk..... finished the evening off with my Meta/Juice and then my DanActive Probiotic drink.... and now im in my room avoiding any risk of snacking.... but im thinking about the soda crackers in my night table drawer.... ( i have to hide a pack for when i have heartburn cuz the darn kids eat them all up so fast that there is never any.....yes i do have heartburn right now but i dont want the super bad starch ...........
BLAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
i should go to sleep and dream of tasty things..... can ANYONE tell me why in the fuck someone decided the most delicious things in the universe are sooo friggin BAD for you??????????? Its ass backwards!!!! historically - poisonous plants tasted bad so you wouldnt eat them....cuz they are bad for you............so why things like chocolate bars and whipped cream and fried chicken TASTE SOOOOO GOOD??????? Doctors need to find a way to completely supress your sense of taste temporarily so that if a cream filled chocolate dipped donut tastes like paper....you wont Want to eat it.. i should see if i can fire off an email to Glaxo pharmaceuticals....or the reasearch dept at UWO or Dalhousie.... hahaha
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