The grin plastered across my face is completely misleading........
Although its not visible...my stomach is better representing my true feelings....
Found out today that my love is indeed, for real, going to the Sandbox..........
.............im basically spending the next YEAR chaste............
My husband will likely not be here for our summer trip......or his birthday....
He wont be here for My birthday, Our 6th anniversary, cadies 5th Birthday, Christmas, New years, Valentines, Easter....
..he might get to come home for Christmas, but im not counting on it....
Im a little over whelmed.... Im going up to my moms this weekend,and i think i might talk to her about going home.... this is a year of our lives.....If it is okay from the Militarys perspective for me to live outside the geographical area.....I might do that... Its hard to say........ i like having my own home, but....i have NO friends here, no support, or anything....... I dont know what to do!
SIGH!!!!!
2 comments:
((((hugs)))
My computer is finally letting me read blogs again, so I am catching up on everyone. Hugs to you my friend. I have nothing to offer that doesn't sound cliche and trite; so all I will say is you will be in my thoughts.
Post a Comment