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Today jay meets with his career manager......we are hopeful......

tomorrow he leaves for BC....ive been unkind.....my heartdoesnt want him to go, but instead of telling him so, because i 'signed on' for this, ive been crusty with him...really crusty.... He is welcome to go, i just dont HAVE to like it! Id never inhibit his career, id never leave him over it, or threaten him, or ANYTHING because he was a Soldier for 13 years before I came along, and i CHOSE to marry him..so I stand by him....Im just botchy that he gets to go spend a few monthes in BC on a luxury cruise ship with housekeeping and meals provided, and gets every 5th and 6th day off....and im here, in WINTER, with three kids, and a house that cant remain clean for more then 2 hours, kids who walk all over me when jay is away, and i HATE night driving in the winter- and have to drive to alliston every monday night.....

anyhoo...ive stumbled across a blog that is TOTALLY my thing....heeheehee its about reading Anne of Green Gables and Knitting HEHEHEHEHE!!!! LOVE IT!!! the projects are reflective of the story, which is AWSOME, i look forward to reading more of it, i also love how they post the patterns..there are things i need to figure out tho...it looks that they knit shawls on circlular needles.....i have no idea how that works....

anyhow, thats about all...

Please Pray that jay comes home and tellsme we are posted....PPLEASE!