60hours to go :s

Dude, I totally cant explain the anxiety involved when it comes to CM Meeting Season.....
We are completely invested heart mind and soul into being posted this year and on wednesday, in roughly 60 hours, we will find out if we are and its driving me CRAZY! All we have been talking about for the last few months is " at the new place " and "when we get there" and " how the house will be set up" and ..well just everything we can posssibly talk about that is related to being posted to Cold Lake, yet we dont even know if we are going! We are just that wound up and certain in our minds that we are going to be told its a Yes and that we FINALLY get to move on and get out of Ontario and see a new place and travel a new province and have a bigger house and a basement and new things for the kids to do , and to see some old friends that we miss so very much and all that..... I so fucking scared that that woman is going to tell us that we are not posted and we are stuck here ...... We Alll feel like we will be told yes, we all have plans, but......what if its just wishful thinking....... what if our hopes are crushed?????? THeres 60 hours to pass, luckily 26 or so are spent sleeping........ luckily its almost time to go to sleep..... My nerves are beginning to fray....... I dunno.......